Agony in Grace
Written by me
Silence after so much noise
Indignity after all the poise
Being in a situation of truth and lies
Asking myself what really defies
Between the morals that has been built
And being deceived with guilt
I’m not emotionless, I’m rather a flower starting to wilt
Feeling warm in summer and watching the snow melt
And suddenly I freeze up, I don’t know what I felt
Being left all alone in the middle of my fears
Trying to smile, holding back my tears
Silence burning like fire inside my heart
I am unable to pull myself together, I’m torn apart
I miss him is all I can say
Trying to make it through another day
Tears fill up each eye
But I regain control, I won’t cry
I’m leaving the pain bottled inside
Because I know there’s no place to hide
I suck it all up and smile anyway
I try to live my life day by day
I put on a happy face
To deal with my agony in grace
